In a reflective piece, the author recounts their observations of wildlife and personal experiences, highlighting the significance of kestrels and the impact of light and noise pollution on animal behavior. Spotting a kestrel perched above Oak Meadow reignited their appreciation for nature, especially as the species faces declining numbers. The author also notes the bewildering effects of artificial light on nocturnal creatures, revealing a growing understanding of light as pollution, while expressing a newfound appreciation for darkness, particularly at places like Carding Mill Valley. Amid these reflections, they share a personal story about decluttering their life, including the bittersweet decision to part with an old pasting table that has served multiple purposes over the years, now replaced by a more convenient one.